A Will To Suffer

by Kognitiv Tod

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Written while reading Houellebecq & Ligotti

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released August 9, 2014

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Track Name: Escape From The Necroverse
endless void of black nothingness

and then light.
Track Name: Corpses Ruminating in Twilight
Sustenance
a will to sustain
You Pretend
Relinquish
When you rise

Impact
Be essential
to you alone
So rise

Exhausting Sustenance
that you sustain
and still breathing

Arise a new being
and impact
One life
Track Name: The Last Song of Edvardia
When the waves peel back
and you decay
and you wither away

Then begin
to rest
Because you knew
you were truly alive

So die
and forget
Track Name: Floating Cosmic Disillusions
Do you find meaning
with pleasure and pain alone?
Or are you just puppets on strings?
Sublimation.
…and all else be damned.

Distraction
Anchoring
Isolation
To ignore pleasure and pain
Puppet Master
Pernicious source
ignites infinite melancholy.
Track Name: Mortuary Blues
Gather ye rosebuds while ye may,
Old Time is still a-flying;
And this same flower that smiles today
Tomorrow will be dying.

The glorious lamp of heaven, the sun,
The higher he’s a-getting,
The sooner will his race be run,
And nearer he’s to setting.

That age is best which is the first,
When youth and blood are warmer;
But being spent, the worse, and worst
Times still succeed the former.

Then be not coy, but use your time,
And while ye may, go marry;
For having lost but once your prime,
You may forever tarry.
Track Name: Avalanches of Carnal Decay
Descent
into loving me
You must rot
Fission of being
with Fusion of flesh
True life with abandonment
of worlds
Avalanches of carnal decay
Rapture
bliss
Sensual Decay
Track Name: My beloved whore dances under a funeral moon
Dance with me my bride
On nights of endless bleeding
Kiss me as mortals do
In our field of nakedness

I love your pale flesh
my demon bride

Dance with me my bride
On nights of endless bleeding
Kiss me as mortals do
In our ancient field of nakedness

I’m thirsting for your flesh, my love
my demon bride
Track Name: Chariots of Lechery
Chariots riding
Senators, captains and kings of doom

Penetrating your maiden’s
your daughter’s
will

A feast
of flesh and bone
Will you join with me?

Chariots of lechery

Evil deeds
we’re planting a seed
Fire breathing steeds
and we’ll sire a great becoming
Mounting to bear
black fruit

Chariots of lechery
Track Name: Imploding Storms
and i would
live again
and again

Combat imploding storms
True fear in endless dissociation

It’s not alright to be alive
and yet we would
live again and again

Combat imploding storms
Dissociate into nothingness
Track Name: Transcendent Human Pathways
Seek above your levels
fortuitous euthanasia
or else we must become
Neohuman

Now, we are just finite globs of ever decaying matter
Transcend the decay
All energy spent on
minimizing the suffering of existence

Transcend the decay
spend all resources on
minimizing the inevitable suffering of existence